Wednesday, November 12, 2025

Blow me over

 11 November

News today that David Szalay's Flesh won the Booker Prize.  I just put it on tope of the bag of books to take to the dump only a few days ago.  A few weeks ago I said here that I had read it and found it good-ok.  Or ok-pretty good.  Roddy Doyle quoted as saying they had never seen anything like it.  Is Doyle now in his mid-sixties?  He had not read Murnane and never has read any sort of minimalist anything, I suppose.  Perhaps he's never read plays?  Or screenplays?  Some production company must be starting to shoot Flesh by 9 am tomorrow.  

Had to find this on search: Sarah Jessica Parker pleaded on Instagram in 2023 to become a judge for the prize.  She has her own publishing imprint and other claims for which they brought her on board for this year's decision.  

chatting with the maids by the edge of the pool drawing secrets out of the giraffe

Antunes 206. more of Handke which is far superior to Flesh even if that book zings these few seconds of the zeitgeist for the time being.  every page of Lentz's Motherdying amazes every day  

Imaging yesterday with Tasha revealed arthritis.  Rachel pulled over for speeding this morning at that notorious spot in Rumney.  Sand hill road.  

Few pages of this and that every morning, like popping vitamins and supplements.  Deanna called from Portland last evening.  Nancy Sue said this morning Mark in a lot of pain with prostate cancer, first stages we think.  Seattle.  

Gray this morning and colder.  Might still schlep some front porch decorations to the compost corner, the branches and piled chipped branches archive.  

this body Why is it suddenly so serious that it no longer works as it did.  

But what can you do.  Everything in the world finds a catastrophic understanding somewhere in the world.  

Lentz 67 

Heroic morning project complete.  Wore the hemp Czech chuka boots. Carried flowers and pumpkins back into the edges of the trees and tossed them.  Pulled down the fountain and separated two pieces, laying them sideways, water emptying, basins on their sides ready for snow.  

Burger with Swiss and Mushrooms at Cman roadside deli.  Phone call. Drive to Bristol. Carrot cake and mocha latte.  

Finished The Goalie's Anxiety at the Penalty Kick.  Could read it again with pleasure.  Would not re-read Flesh.  Seems by removing everything possible Szalay has ended up with what Sheldon Sacks would have termed a moral fable rather than a true novel or fiction.  Handke's work so much more strange and rich.  Murnane removes everything, sort of, and is crazy in a good way like Antunes is crazy in a good way.  Handke not as extreme, perhaps, but even stranger for that reason.  Strange in a more profound dislocation, disquiet, disorientation.

"His perceptions of movements and things but of sensations and feelings, and he did not remember the feelings as if they were from the past but relived them as happening in the present: he did not remember shame and nausea but only felt ashamed and nauseated now that he remembered without being able to think of the things that had brought on shame and nausea.  The mixture of nausea and shame was so strong that his whole body started to itch."

115-116   Brilliant

Rachel left me a slice of her dad's pear and almond tart!  Starting Woolf's Orlando---I remember the opening from years and years ago.  And Guyotat's Idiocy.  


Tuesday, November 11, 2025

the names he knew for each thing in the room

Everything coagulates into a socalled.  Life an unlearning.  As usual when he saw a music box, he felt he'd seen it before.  "As if you couldn't understand him without that."  More pomegranate, please. LouLou says she heard Sapphire went to Cuba.  Just then the chainsaw in the sawmill struck wood.  To Bloch the noise sounded like something forbidden.  Did he want that?  He did not know what he wanted.  Yes, he wanted that.


Sunday, November 09, 2025

grand finale

Finished Moresco's Clandestinity last night.  Interesting and unusual and successful in its way.  A writing exercise project?  In the last story he gives the life a grand finale under the title King.  Liked most the use of the interior spaces and volumes, lights and shades, sounds, touches, of buildings, house, apartment, palace.  All very DeChirco-esque?  A leap there but one of his paintings comes to mind.  Did I like it enough to find a place for it on a shelf?  Maybe, but more Deep Vellum than Moresco?  And more in anticipation of Max Lawton's promo about the big book coming out in the spring?  George sent a great chatgpt dialog with himself about quiet rebelliousness against dominance of intelligence.  Today a declared oats fast day.  Oatmeal and nothing else!  Powersludge for lunch.  Well, already three chocolate alai nuggets.   But that's all.  Warm day.  Bright.  Tree blazing.  Books piled.  Which one next?  Handke's Goalie since I watched the movie?  I think I had seen that movie years and years ago.  Wim Wenders.  Bela trying out the new location for her big apple screen in the den. I was mistaken about the kids calendar, they are not on vacation now.  Maybe halloween weekend was the end of that vacation.  Must have been.  Dennis's aunt has the great line of the day:  "We've had a relatively warm autumn. Still a lot of leaves on the trees. Philadelphia told me to give my 30 day notice. But they told me that in May. I'm waiting for an actual date I can move in. I've had enough moving dates. I don't know who to bribe. Which department handles speedy moves into senior housing.  Did I tell you, at my father's funeral my Aunt Karen (nearing 90 or slightly above) gave me a list of Republicans I should assassinate."  

Wednesday, November 05, 2025

wind advisory for this week super bright now

 Nov 3   two pages of Antunes first thing.  The way to read him.  Finished watching Wim Wenders' The Goalie's Anxiety at the Penalty Kick.  Watched first half yesterday evening.  Now to read the book by Peter Handke.  Will be my first Handke book.  Listed as being his first book.  1970.  Movie in 1972.  Year we moved from Chicago to Plymouth.  But first book was 1966, The Hornets.  Not translated.  Nobel in 2019.  Born 1942.  Generation or more after Bernhard.  Half generation, Bernhard born 1931.  Blurb on back of the book by Richard Locke says Handke rejected all categories of experience "as species of linguistic fraud."  Movie made me think of Loneliness of the Long Distance Runner movie--and book too I guess.  Last night we caved and paid full price to watch grand finale of Downton.  Had not seen the previous movie so clueless about a few of the story chinks.  Later I think I did see that Wenders movie way way back and had no clue what to do with it.  Lunch today with Elkins, duke and duchess, on their way north to Stowe after the terrors of summer on the Cape.  Cécile asked if we could get tickets to see Jack and the Beanstalk Dec 30 at Winnepesaukee Playhouse.  So that is on.  Tiny book by Lentz arrived, Motherdying. Prize for it.  Now to drop everything and read it.  Maybe.  Blurb on back of Moresco clues me in to it --"fabulist"--of, course, the figure of And from fables about the east.  Ah, so, Lentz picking up Arabian Nights armature.  Our post-war generation said what else can we do but go back and re-find the fables and tales of our great traditions.  Uncle Leroy and aunt Nancy gave me a book of Mythology for Christmas one year.  Captured my attention.  Beautiful line drawings throughout.  Gordian's knot.  Ulysses. 

from The Point Magazine under title "Sanctify Yourself"  one paragraph

Many postwar West German writers have wrestled with the incomprehensible atrocity that’s been their burden to bear. Lentz accepts this guilt too, but what sets him apart is his anger. He directs it most forcefully at conservative Germans like those on Düren’s city council, so committed to their repressive ethics that they risk repeating what brought about their annihilation in the first place—their dependence on authoritative figures for their own salvation. Everything, Lentz stresses, even this very book, is borne from this heritage. It’s why, until he begins to question his circumstances, the narrator is a willing participant in the creation of Schattenfroh. “The goal of art is compassio,” he observes, “taking part in and being part of the sufferings of Christ. Art is thus an eternally arcane theology. However, it’s not yet settled whether it’s a positive or negative one. The drasticness of the representation is tied to the notion of salvation.” And furthermore, he wonders, as his doubts deepen, “what justification would pain have if Jesus never existed?”

and the final one 

But what will draw readers to Schattenfroh in the years to come is the intention behind the grandiosity, the vision amid the chaos. “Germans primarily consist of the recollections of others,” Lentz writes, “a Mass of Incorporation” where “each act of dying is a murder that is avenged by a birth.” The same could be said of Schattenfroh—an impassioned, ruthless argument for rebellion against the Catholic Germanic order Lentz finds so intolerable, and a startlingly personal argument for literature as a source of redemption. It kills the past in order to avenge it with the birth of something new. Finally he has found a kind of suffering worth living for: the labor of creation.  

quite a good article. by Michael Barron.  Who is he?  As good as this piece is, superb and perhaps the most accurately detailed I've read so far, I felt some remorse that it exists because it is too good---the triumph of the analytic mind once again pulling the skeleton out of the living body into the anatomy lesson.  I sent the piece to Giorno hoping to interest him in reading the book but by the end of the essay I despaired because it ruins completely the sense of how reading the book feels to the readers.  Critical analysis be damned.  Read the book and re-read the book but don't convert it into encyclopedia entry.  

oh well 

another smart young puppy----pissed most likely that he was not invited to be part of Deep Vellum--

Michael Barron is a writer and editor of fiction, journalism, translation, and criticism of various sorts. He is a former book editor for the houses New Directions and Melville House. In 2020, he was awarded the Axion Foundation/E.L. Doctorow Fiction Fellowship at New York University. He currently serves on the board of the literary publishing house And Other Stories and is working on a novelized portrait of Washington D.C.

michael[at]michaelbarron[dot]co

ok so he's a quester with adhd 

I started telling stories as soon as I learned how to talk.

When I was in the tenth grade I wrote my first novel, which could be described as “The Breakfast Club meets The Book of Revelations.”

Since then I’ve written several considerably better stories. My short fiction has appeared a number of publications. I am also in the process of revising a novel and I am pursing writing independent comic book scripts.

I do most of my writing on our ugly yellow couch while one of our cats snoozes beside me (see below). When I’m not reading or writing I’m either working as a librarian in Baltimore County or training for a marathon with my brilliant wife. I have been fortunate enough to visit seventeen countries (including Chile, New Zealand and Ireland). I have worked on a number of big budget film sets and interned at Nickelodeon Studios. I am also undertaking a never-ending quest for the world’s greatest hot sauce!

I'm going to be envious-nasty here and say based on the high quality of this essay his analytical gifts are superior to his novel writing gifts.  

writing a novelized portrait of Washington D.C.

I am touched that in listing his world travels he does specify Chile.  

Way too snarky about this guy's great review essay.  Blame it on the weird px coffee I've been trying.  Paraxanthine replaces caffeine in Rarebird coffee.  Bizarre approach to the problems coffee give us.  Engineering solution for engineers.  Doesn't wash with poets and artists.  Is there a px chocolate?  

to Chris Via yesterday 

Found it fascinating that you did high school on your own, reading books.  Just like Virginia Woolf in her father's library.  Sorta too like Norman McLean.  No schooling except reading in mornings with his minister dad in only
the bible and the poems of Wordsworth. 

Given this quiet background it is marvelous how well you speak to the camera and explain the book and convey your deep love of literature.  You convey a great presence and fresh attentiveness. 

Early into reading Schattenfroh I tried a tweet something like this:  here is a book in love with how books love to be in love with other books.  This is one thing you for sure get.  

reply today 

Wow, again, thank you so much, Bob.
Such kind words really affirm what I'm trying to do.
In the end, I want to communicate my genuine love of literature.
I don't care about being a brand or a personality or an influencer or making money, etc.
This is a passion project.
And, as such, I do constantly have to battle against my "real job" for time and energy.
All best,
Chris

have to ask John E to re-tell the anecdote about the guy walking around town and also find where I quote same on here from recent book I read.  

Sunday, November 02, 2025

Nov 2

Sunday almost noon.  Super bright sunlight making the red Japanese maple leaves radiant, a redness that astonishes.  

Daylight savings time ended during the night.  Had no realization of this until short while ago when I looked at November in the family photo calendar the kids gave us.  

Yesterday I became overly enthused about a YouTube book talker named Chris Via and sent his video about Schattenfroh to everyone.  Now embarrassed by that.  Was I manic with the change of the season, All Saints Day, or coffee?  Headache now.  Every morning.  Do I have a brain tumor or have I had too much of the touted mushroom coffee and cacao?  Took an advil half an hour ago but seems worse now.  Drank lots of water too.  Dehydrated?  

Tried to focus on reading Moresco's Blue Room story in Clandestiny.  Now have huge pile of books to read next to the table.  Fall anxiety, darkness taking over.  

Some chat with the kids now that they've announced their holiday plans.  Arrive day After Christmas, darn 'em, and depart two days after new years.  They will ski with papa before Christmas with him.  

Sunday, October 26, 2025

Route Guidance is Not Advice

That line shows up on the map in the car.  Apple's lawyers and VW's lawyers covering things against all future possible lawsuits.  There would be a whole new genre for writers: use only lingo designed for protection against all future possible legal actions.  

31 Nov 

Days later I realized I had misread "not active" as "not advice."  I like that misreading and will keep the post.  

Bluesky chains on Schattenfroh are good because people are quoting great lines from it.  

Happy I put aside Szalay book unfinished.  Happier still to be into Moresco's Clandestiny, the first story the Blue Room perfect childhood adolescence transition.  Did I ever have a notebook at that age for writing anything down?  I rode my bike all over Johnson Heights for hours on end.  

What did I read?  Was that when I read Treasure Island?  Before that the princess on the glass mountain in the book series with wonderful illustrations which must have been 1920s neo-medieval-romantic.

Friday, October 24, 2025

back to more than one book

that Ancestry update came in email from Ancestry over a week ago.  

Schattenfroh is an easy, fast read, full of pleasure. Someone on X mentioned that it was fast, I was glad to see that. 

It is so good that it ruins other books for a while.  Had to work hard to get through Slalay's London and the South East.  It had some moments but felt labored over and patched together lego-like, not even that well fitted together.  These days I'm back to having four or five books ready to hand, read a chapter of each or a few pages at a time and pick up another and do the same.  Some passages in each one now snag some interest.  Liked some of Szalay's Innocent so far.  Catching on to how to read and enjoy Robert Glück's Jack the Modernist.  Some passage in there just excellent.  Looked up Daniel Kolitz's pieces on Adderall and Garielle Lutz.  Both excellent. His Harper's piece right now on Gooning the talk of the town at the moment.  Von Kleist's Michael Kohlhaas completing my education.  Also doing a few pages a day back in Lobo Antunes' What Can I Do and finding it much more pleasant that way.  

All readings prompt memories and you would think that, at this age, I would want to stop all the time and write down more of my memories.  Why do I not?  Too overwhelming an idea.  I see the dark interior of St Marys church on an afternoon.  How big it looked and felt, comfortably so, with light coming in through the stained glass windows.   

ancestry changes