Sunday, November 30, 2025

Red Light Therapy

Anne mentioned this just at the end of her phone call.  Looked up some videos on youtube. 

Sent Dennis three secret tales, see what his response is.  Sally, Phil and Ken.  Got some Hyalouronic tablets, see it they help my thumbs.  

"And I can't look at Mr Winkelmann's eyes. I can't look at the black and white clothes that are moving toward me, then the clothes move away from me. " Fosse 128

If there is a time for everything (is that biblical in some way?) then is there a
time for releasing long held secrets after a suitable length of memory and loss? Release them from shoulders out into the ether? Is that the appeal I suppose of cold case stories in all the tv series?  I usually don't like those much anyway.  What is the point?  

Blustery and colder here but at least not gray.  Gray November  tires me out so much. 

S B.  She went out for a hike in the hills around Denver one day.  In her early 20s?  Not sure of that.  Car full of guys pulled up along side her.  They ook her off the trail and raped her.   She told me this while we drove home from a zen meditation retreat over in Woodstock NY we went to, Allen Ginsburg (with his fuckboy) the star.  He then looked like anyone's grandfather in a comfy wool cardigan.  Many of the people there had no idea who he was, had been.  Sally was wise enough to ask for a chair to use during the sitting meditations.  I tried to be full lotus and my knees fucking killed me.  It was at a Zen Mountain Monastery which had been created by some guru from Manhattan who had left wall street to go zen.  Chapel had been part of a former prep school, we slept on the old metal bunk beds in the dorms.  

PH.  He went to college down in PA.  Went down a week or so before classes started.  One day he was walking in the center of town back toward campus.  Car pulled up beside him, nice guy in a suit and fedora, offered him a ride to the college.  "In those days you did what yourl elders asked you to do."  Took him to a motel.  Tried to give him a blow job but Phil didn't respond.  Turned him over and fucked him.  Then drove him to campus, told him he had a nice ass.  Phil felt like it was written all over his face, that everyone who saw him could tell what had happened, would just know.  Had never known men did that to men. Retreated into shame for years on end.  

K L.  Few details about this.  K was traveling somewhere, stayed overnight.  Went to the bar next to the motel.  Got pretty drunk, talked to a guy.  They went back to his room and fell asleep.  In the middle of the night or next morning he felt sore and confused, realized, remembered, he had been raped.  Guy was gone in the morning.  

Was reading a book in which this passage showed up yesterday, maybe that was a sort of "trigger" as the youngsters like to say?  "A marine tells Handke a story about his homecoming in Red Wing, MN. "It was as if someone else were looking at the marine.  At the same time I felt offended that he had picked me to tell his story to.  Why was it that people always told me their stories? One look at me must have told them I wouldn't like it.  But that didn't prevent them from telling me the stupidest stories with perfect calm, as if they took it for granted that I'd listen with the ears of an accomplice." 

Did you go to a family feast for the holiday?  We had a pot pie from Moultonborough Farms.  It was so bad I went out yesterday and bought a frozen Marie Callendar one and we enjoyed that one much more.  So much for buy local. 

Keep praying to St Jude and some others that you will get your Signal to Move and hop on the train!!!  Fingers crossed too.  Must be one specific saint in the Lives who takes care of moving from town to town!  I know I'll ask ChatGPT.  Everyone is.  Dave laughed and said it gave him a perfect schedule of times and actions for when he needed to do what to get the meal on the table.  Of course, it says---St Joseph, and St Ann for moving house, and for finer details St Frances Xavier Cabrini or St John Baptist Scalabrini.  (Now his name sounds bogus, probably from Naples!!) 

Dennis had a perfect line in his reply:  But you and I both grew up where we were to deny our own selves to fit into the norm.

The Handke "forbidden" or "censored" book arrived and I am reading it immediately.  A Journey to the Rivers.  Journey through Serbia.  I had gotten the Croatian version years ago from our psu student who went over there, later came back to work in the refugee office in NY. His father Croatian who moved to NJ before the war.  He's the meatpacker who worked in the big plant that made all the hamburger for NYC for years.  The student a charming guy who brought a young woman back with him to save her from the war.  She was then a teenager.  They never married.  He has never married.  Did the blog about Croatian wine for a while, became a sommelier at night school and worked in a fancy spa in the Plaza hotel.  

Heavy gray skies this Sunday morning.  Snow today and then again on Tuesday.  
\"an abbreviation of an abbreviation."  Handke 13  struggling to say he visited Serbia with two friends as translators because media accounts (did social media exist in the early 90s?) gives us only these pre-distilled distillations.  Must go back and edit the earlier post to take note that Cliff, the pro-Croatian student, spent a few years on the edge of the wars and finally decided in general disgust that both sides were indeed guilty of wretched behavior, terrible atrocities, war crimes etc of every sort.  



Saturday, November 29, 2025

Friday

"My father is standing underwater and smoking his pipe."  Father in Fosse.  Father in Lentz.  Father in Antunes.  Father in Handke?  Father in Szalay? No.   AI says in Handke father absent, stepfather alcoholic and violent.  "Two Quakers in long black coats . . . " Handke. Quakers in both books.  Fosse first time ever read a book about Quakers?  for me.  Lars raised in Quaker household.  Father a Quaker.  Have flooded the house with books by both.  One Handke has great title, A Moment of True Feeling.  Yesterdays's dinner was so terrible, thanks to the moultonborough farms lame pot pie that Bela requests we do a repeat today using Mrs Callendars. She wanted Swansons turkey pot pie but that label does not show up in the stores around here, not even sure if it still exits.  Mrs C has come through in earlier years.  A marine tells Handke a story about his homecoming in Red Wing, MN. "It was as if someone else were looking at the marine.  At the same time I felt offended that he had picked me to tell his story to.  Why was it that people always told me their stories? One look at me must have told them I wouldn't like it.  But that didn't prevent them from telling me the stupidest stories with perfect calm, as if they took it for granted that I'd listen with the ears of an accomplice."  That last phrase is brilliant!!  Bought an extra remote for the upstairs bed, of course it won't pair.  Dumb.  Now I googled how to know which remote to order, which a smart person would have done beforehand.  Look at the numbers inside the remote you have that does work with the bed and order one of those with those same numbers!!  Duh.  Too much in a hurry.  Let's see if that will work.  New one might work in Abq.  Another good reason to have two wonderful houses.  "Can people see that among many gestures I always have to choose one?  And does that make them think I'm ready to accept every possible opinion?"  45 Short Letter "Maybe people can see at a glance that I'm the kind that puts up with anything . . . .  

Friday, November 28, 2025

balloon parade day

 Waitresses in both books.  Handke gripped by expectant happiness by glance from another woman in another time wonder if that was similar to joao reixa in chimera when we were in Lisbon.  Thanksgiving greetings on the family message chain, cousins, waiting to chat with our loves in an hour.  

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

to sap or not to sap

 text composed to send to Nancy's celebration upcoming Jan 25  

Nancy: Brilliant, radiant, magnetic catalyst for energy, warmth, comfort, laughter, beauty and people loving being with people.  So many great parties and adventures.  We have been so thankful for that wonderful trip after Virginia's event to Maui.  We met in Spain to wander castles in Castille and embrace the winds at the Manga del Mar Menor! Oxahaca revealed its wonders to us in her company.  Her design taste, her garden, her love of lights, textures, fabrics, woods and stones, colors, vistas.  Being with her lifted clouds, opened doorways.  She's gone before us once again, making lists we will attend to if we know what's good for us.  And thanks to her, we do.  

my predisposition to fear and panic  Handke  few pages in Marcus's intro to Short Letter, Long Farewell.Wandering forager day off.  Gray but warmer. Heavy gray. Fosse and Handke, back and forth and around.  Fish for lunch at cousin resto of Yamas.  their laughter pushes against my mouth we'll sit still wimbush does he mention Quakerism? surely but didn't notice now starting short letter "I seem to have been born for horror and fear." Handke's mother he says, the character says, suffered bouts of melancholy. Fosse's book entitled Melancholy.  Now I see how powerful he is.  During the night last night (day later than above) I recalled shooting and making a basket for the wrong team and being last to be chosen in the pick-up softball or baseball games.  The black and white curtains and fabrics and shades of anxiety, panic, shame.  The silence of the gymn crowd when the ball went through the hoop.  The never said anything about the shame or the laughter, no break in silence or social façades.  Silent sniggling, why don't you play outfield the side no hits ever come to if the ball comes at you catch it and throw if you get the ball dribble it and move toward the basket and shoot.  You made it.  It went through, not even a bounce. The wrong end of the court, the enemy's basket, not three or is it two or one point for us but for Them.  Shit.  What were you thinking, how why did you do that you fat dumb useless jerk.  Now I see what Fosse is doing, so far anyway.  Like Murnane but then not.  More like Handke.  Handke's book so far also superb.  Short Letter, his travel to the States.  Anxiety in how he notices and what.  Nice reassuring post from troy james weaver about Antunes, Midnight is Not in Everyone's Reach.  Just incredibly beautiful prose.  And style off the charts."  thanks for that Troy.  Repost.  Didn't know that Agamben espouses "inoperativity" passivity as antidote to West's power psychosis.  More books arrived.  Well stocked for now on Handke and Fosse.  Even a second copy, oh dear, of Short Letter.  Bought a tiny pumpkin pie impulse buy with two cans of sparkling energy for tomorrow to replace coffee! Yikes, what a thought.  Had one on Tuesday and liked the steady energy all day long even though I kept me awake during the night.  Bit like that coffee that  takes out the caffeine and adds the paraxathyne.  The new techies are trying to add context to caffeine to smooth out the energy flows, soften down the spikes.  Now watching Piste Noir.  French tv production companies have gotten better.  Shorter episodes, punchier scripts, beautiful younger people.  Searching now for dark brown Nike hoodie to finish Bela's new brown outfit.  Gave $300 to Mid-State Health, first time.  No more donations to the NH Music Festival.  We came back in July and Bela didn't miss it or even wonder about it.  Donated to Winnepesaukee Theater too.  British podcast on veganism, debate about full counts and all about amino acids---patterns are not missing, craze for high protein these days.  Mainstream narrative says plants are inferior, proof that they are not.  Christopher Gardner.  Stanford nutritionist.  Vegans are being conned by protein bar, protein powder marketing, hyper marketing.  Long phone call with Anne earlier this evening.  Mark and Bridgit moved to LA a few weeks ago.  Movie making has slowed in NO.  Paul out of work, Greg looking for work.  Basile cooking for tomorrow, turkey but he also bought a ham.  Ham somehow big these days.  Basile and Anne now doing Red Light therapy.  His eye doctor got them interested in it.  

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

Dream of fair to middling

Had never thought of them that way, as tears, those power droplets puts a whole new attitude on them toward them another relief after so many years from another perspective by incongruity although these tears not so incongruous body based body release wet out water fluid burst forth from flesh flesh that book might have marked before I knew it the end of that flesh chapter could see it as so hindsight now this morning via apple news an item in gq Britain giving us permission to readmit Fosse even though he converted to rome conversion being the key and tag for remembering how all mystics need the floor or dome or both of cave, mountain, island, boat, garden, farm in which to settle center rest sink burke in western nj farm merton in church for beckett living on rue vaugirard writing in French gave him a variant of conversion to rome that worked Josiah Gogarty has been a regular GQ writer since 2024, and covers a mix of music, books and lifestyle. He has an MA in magazine journalism from City, University of London, and previously worked at The Knowledge, an email news digest. Away from GQ, he's written for the likes of The New StatesmanUnHerdProspectMonocle and The Londoner. Away from journalism, he can often be found running, reading weird European novels, and procrastinating over finally moving out of his parents' house in west London T his might sound exhausting, but Fosse’s style is actually one of the most accessible and powerful reading experiences contemporary literature can give you. The lack of sentences, the rolling commas, the filler words and phrases like “yes”, “no”, “I think” and “that’s just how it is” – it hypnotises you. It’s like gazing into a dancing fire or being towed along by an Atlantic Ocean current. It’s so engrossing, in fact, that I reckon it can compete with the main hypnotising force in our lives: our smartphones. Modern discourse How can you get through a doorstopper Victorian novel if you’re checking TikTok every six pages? Fosse’s writing helps with this because, in a funny way, it’s a bit like TikTok. Social media today is an infinite scroll of content with neither beginning nor end; you just submerge, and time melts away. There is no equivalent of a full stop. Fosse, of course, doesn’t use full stops either. His writing is the literary equivalent of an endless online feed – but after reading it you feel vaguely at peace, rather than feeling the exhausted anxiety that comes from a fit of doomscrolling. My attention span isn’t terrible, but I still tend to check my phone between a regular novel’s chapters. Fosse absorbs me in that all-consuming way I used to gorge on fantasy novels as a kid.  A recent piece in The New Statesman suggests that Fosse is interesting because he is “deliberately indifferent to the thematic” in a literary world obsessed with a book’s subject matter being “timely” and “relevant”. It’s true: Fosse’s subject matter isn’t timely or relevant. His characters tend to be thinking about the most mundane things or the biggest things, like God and death. But his style is timely and relevant. Fosse’s endless flow is an unlikely but compelling companion to the scrolling era. The writer of our age might not be a trendy Zoomer living in London or New York after all, but a boomer Norwegian, shut away in a little house in Oslo. so indeed here is our quietist par excellence this from the new statesman piece by Amit Chauduri Jon Fosse, a novelist and a playwright and one of Norway’s best-known living writers, was born into a family of Quakers and Pietists in 1959. This religious formation is important for Fosse. At the age of seven, he had an accident that resulted in a near-death experience whose qualities – luminosity and a sense of peace – are in part responsible, Fosse has said, for his being a writer. But surely his sense of what those qualities were arises, retrospectively, from the kind of writer he is. His 2023 Nobel Prize citation borrowed from this vocabulary – to do with what hovers on the edge of life – and called him a writer of the “unsayable”. His new novel, Vaim, is about absurd, life-changing volte-faces as well as life’s calm sameness. In it, one of the characters, Frank, after having been drawn casually into a complete realignment of his existence, feels as his boat moves forward that “a kind of peace comes over everything”. The phrase again raises the question: what kind of writer is Fosse? now here Chauduri really gets to the inner fire the quiet stream of tranquillity Tranquillity Acres was a house we could have rented when we first moved here to NH It’s not the Nobel that’s of interest here, but a kind of writing that, from the romanticism of the 19th century onwards, constituted a subterranean stream in cultures dominated by the Enlightenment, and which made the literary such an inexplicable but powerful category in the modern world. One characteristic of this stream is an obsession with what another Nobel laureate, the Indian poet Rabindranath Tagore, called the anavashyak, or the “unnecessary” or “superfluous”. It’s a way of thinking that is deliberately indifferent to the thematic. When the filmmaker Satyajit Ray said that some of the worst films have been made on the noblest of themes, he was speaking from the heart of this tradition. The stream seems to have dried up in the time of globalisation, not least because of the monetisation of the thematic, the “relevant” and the representational by publishing houses and the role these categories have played in the new morality of today’s sociologically driven humanities. But a counter-movement has been at work, in which Fitzcarraldo has played a significant role, restating literature’s oddity while downplaying what’s so important about it to the mainstream – its moral temper and cheerleading capacities. Chauduri is right on it osse, in his various observations about writing, is keen not so much to escape the label of autofiction as the way the word privileges confession. He seems to see Ernaux in these terms. His caveat against subjectivity, in his Nobel lecture – “In any case, I have certainly never written to express myself, as they say. Rather it was to get away from myself” – is not that far away from Ernaux’s ambivalence about the self’s authority. Fosse’s words are almost a contemporary version of TS Eliot’s reminder to his readers: “Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion; it is not the expression of personality, but an escape from personality.” Eliot is arguing for what he calls “significant emotion, emotion which has its life in the poem and not in the history of the poet”. This genealogy is where autofiction, the personal essay and the misfit writing of the last two decades should be placed. The practice of impersonality, which Eliot theorised in 1919, was perhaps dependent on Europe’s encounter, from the 18th century onwards, with non-representational traditions from Asia and Africa: it’s from here that, to a great extent, what’s strange and compelling about modernism gets its resources. Eliot’s understanding of the self was deeply formed by his readings of Buddhist and Upanishadic texts. Fosse mentions Beckett, Kafka, Woolf and the Bible among the works and authors that were formative for him. But the writers he cites all emerged in the aftermath of, and were the progeny of, this non-representational turn. The Bible by itself could never have caused the turn to occur. The “unsayable” in Fosse’s work, his novels’ abandoning of “message” (his word), is part of a longer subterranean intercultural itinerary than any idea of “Europe” can contain. To see autofiction or the contemporary essay as a purely European efflorescence misses its genealogy. To the Man Booker International Prize we owe, through its recognition of the likes of Ernaux and Fosse, our awareness of the emergence of a counter-tradition. But it’s an emergence that, for us, is inadvertently European. The new European novel comes to stand for the “genre-defying”; the Indian winners of the Man Booker International Prize, say, continue to stand for India.Vaim is a 116-page novel in three sections. Brevity is one measure any counter-tradition might adopt to resist the realist or global novel’s large representational claims. Some of Ernaux’s books, for instance, seem to be between 5,000 and 30,000 words. This, too, has a genealogy in both publishing and fiction-writing. It’s only in the Anglophone world that the novel needs to exemplify the “fully formed”. For more than 100 years now, relatively tiny works have been published in Bengali, Japanese, French, Spanish, German and more as full-length books. It’s always a delight to hold such a seemingly slight volume in one’s hands, and you have to be grateful that Fitzcarraldo gives us the opportunity to experience this deceptive slightness. There is Woolf once more I supposed in duty bound I should finish Orlando just to honor all of these who bow to her and indeed note how much more influence she is having versus joyce even perhaps in Beckett because he most of all had to find a way out from under joyce professor chauduri at least a generation older than gogarty with this literary activism web site and conference in India The fifth symposium in the UEA ‘literary activism’ series took place on 14–15 February 2020 in partnership with Ashoka University at the India International Centre, New Delhi. What is it that draws us to failing? We might not consciously want to fail, but, if we’re engaged in creative practice, might unconsciously develop, over time, measures to protect ourselves from what Pound called ‘SINGLE AND UNIQUE SUCCESS’. The free market, in the last twenty-five years, might have exhibited to us the importance of success—that success is not good fortune or a reward for accomplishment, but basic survival—and we might conspire to succeed only to a degree that’s necessary for us to fail: because we know that it’s only by failing that we can produce viable work, and only by succeeding to some extent that we can have the freedom to be non-viable. Failure has not only no dignity in the post-free market world we inhabit; it has no legitimacy, no vocabulary for selfappraisal. There are no actual ‘alternative spaces’ in the free market. Where do we locate ourselves, then, if we’re to speak about ‘failing’? For millennia we learnt from failure, and from failures: what do we make of that antithetical way of estimating significance? Various conceptions of form have, across cultures, embodied the liberations of failing: synecdoche; the image; metaphor—all these arise from a preferred inability to represent fully. Failure creates immediacy. This symposium asks participants to account for the attractions specific to failing; for why, and how, it awakens our desire; why it is taboo today in a way quite different from the by-no-means unbroken era before the market; and to reassess this history. Monday and it feels at once like thanksgiving, the week of, the quiet before anticipation of save the date message for celebration for Nancy jan 25 details later George sent his AI dialogue about their turkey roasting gathering yesterday we were dropped out of the thanksgiving get together so many years ago 55th says George maybe we went one or two or three times when they lived in the gray sears roebuck house but when they moved up to the pasture might be when they stopped asking us for the turkey day gathering could be the table was too small or they wanted to have only two or four guests instead of six plus them anyway another quiet mystery by the board no tears shed any longer for such slights and yet they remember themselves in spite of years put my finger on a key experience during the middle of the night st michaels camp when I was 10-12? the man who instructed us in swimming points we got into the cold deep creek lake water he stood on the dock was he in his forties or fifties a veteran perhaps tough soft in that post-war way muscular he swam lots hairy kinda ugly but not too much balding or buzzed cut worried we would keep our bathing suits on too long after our swim and catch a cold especially a cold in the groin something I'd never known about or considered he did not wear boxer bathing suit but a black was it knit with shorter legs like a heavy underwear not trunks watched him when he gave us the breathing and kicking and swimming tips american chopped suey on the stove defrosting from the fans store misnomer or old army? joke comer even racist sorta? looks like chile with Mac rather than beans put two veggie burgers into it to add beans corn and rice in small quantity does Antunes belong to the stream literary that chauduri describes surely so The breakthroughs of misfit writing arise not from a restatement of subjectivity, but the opposite: a questioning of the authority of the subjective voice, and a consequent freeing up of language, form and worldly objects. Rabindranath Tagore, called the anavashyak, or the “unnecessary” or “superfluous”. It’s a way of thinking that is deliberately indifferent to the thematic. When the filmmaker Satyajit Ray said that some of the worst films have been made on the noblest of themes, he was speaking from the heart of this tradition. The stream seems to have dried up in the time of globalisation, not least because of the monetisation of the thematic, the “relevant” and the representational by publishing houses and the role these categories have played in the new morality of today’s sociologically driven humanities. But a counter-movement has been at work, in which Fitzcarraldo has played a significant role, restating literature’s oddity while downplaying what’s so important about it to the mainstream – its moral temper and cheerleading capacities. have tried harder to drink more water to head off the morning headache but it is still here even more water and perhaps some movement around the house Bela wants me to switch the front door wreaths from harvest to holiday That army swimmer man may have been named Mike. Went outside yesterday to take a photo some photos of the huge bare oak tree must be 70+ years old yard covered with thousands of acorns later saw a tick on the kitchen floor must have dropped off my pant leg glad that was all Bela sleeping most of the morning in her chair took zyrtec last night always konks her out Wimbush conclusion Orwell on miller's cancer belly of the whale womb tomb Gide's integrity. of incoherence oh god hope Bannon didn't throw such around our clown still wimbushs title term term is the thesis still going on surprise exasperation dennis's dad wanting to die he that can suffer well shall find the most peace from Imitatio of Kempis last line wimpish gives his book thus we conclude our autumnal research conference settling Beckett's hash once more now handke and fosse forward bye bye to orlando alas perhaps today Hans gude will look at my painting lars hertervig dennis sent more of his text but will I read it? I like the character being a painter I did some painting so in my egotism I can imagine being that painter with his beloved helene and the teacher named kressy or no it is gude thank goodness I turned off auto correct he's now 66 literary movement minimalist younger sister His conversion to Catholicism helped Fosse in his effort to stop drinking. Fosse practices solitude by keeping away from noises, never watching television or listening to radio, and rarely listening to music. In his pursuit of solitude, Fosse sees writing as a confession and a prayer married three times compare contrast with murnane obvious partners in the zeitgeist murnane might be better or more extreme crazier or less drunken but that is not fair and what of antunes too much war there in the background we no longer want background doom scrolling makes us crave endless something else nonstop alter consciousness should I worry about bela she is sleeping the day away did she not sleep last night silver soft gray day gray sky outside not cold but gray chill gray light no fog or mist but there might as well be it feels so gray and hyper quiet my purple velvet suit I am calm calm like I've never been before 

Sunday, November 23, 2025

Anselm Hall musings

 AI assures me that while Kraznahorskai might have quietist themes and memes, if I am looking for a quietist writer buddy, Fosse might be more my guy.  Have to look again at him.  I think Eric Johnson texted last summer asking if I had read him.  I started into Septology a few years ago and got put off by something.  Worth another look.  Sebald liked Krasz, says blurb on War & War, so I may give it a look.  Now his long meandering sentences are a well known feature.  "obsessive realism" makes me pause, not sure I can take that.  Orlando I could abandon.  Is it linked to Anselm Hall?  in the sense that living there for two years was like living deep within English Literature.  Tudor magnificence conjuring Hampton Court and the march of great snippets of lit history from the Norton anthology.  And sexual ambivalence identity issues, in the sense that after the first summer at Ammendale, with the taking of temporary vows, we started wearing the habit.  We took new names for ourselves, the names that would guide us forward into sanctity, and we wore every day the ankle-length dress of our vocations.  Ok, not dresses but habits.  From a sartorial, couture point of view, it was a dress.  For Western eyes, Appalachian eyes.  Habits on nuns and priests and brothers, soutanes, liturgical robes and gowns, all that lace that the priest donned before mass, albs and what all else.  Chasubles.  Altar boys wore dresses, robes.  The monks at SSPP wore those ultra cool heavy brown robes with rope waist belts.  All of that led to visions of the princely life in Anselm Hall, bridge to the Vatican in Elkins Park.  Orlando is British masque, masquerade, house party costume dress-up joking and playfulness.  Stage and theater, display and court parade.  Castle life.  Now I can put Orlando back on the shelf and move on.  

Could we call Burke's Logology his variant of quietism?  Question for AI or for moi?  

Wow, what a link I found right below AI's answer of No . . . . (it is a very shallow and mistaken answer by the way).  The link is to the long piece (whole dissertation or book?) by Duquesne prof Richard Thames, posted in 2007 on the KB Journal.  I did meet Thames once at one of those conferences and maybe we exchanged a letter or two?  He was advisor to the woman who came to PSU in communication who had been a police officer in NJ.  


The Gordian Not: Untangling the Motivorum (2)

Richard H. Thames, Duquesne University


Thames says yes of course Burke is a mystic and the Motives end in a quietistic mode. Great long book-essay, I'd say definitive actually.  Shoulda read in twenty years ago.  But, what can you do?  Great title he gave it.  


Friday, November 21, 2025

Orlando after the change

p 161. "it was still a woman she loved; . . . For now a thousand hints and mysteries became plain to her that were then dark."  

She goes to her grand country home.  Cannot shake years of masterpiece theater imagery here.  British set pieces, core decor, colonial assumptions.  Book published in 1928!  Victorian, Edwardian, Raj, Empire ready to get blown up by the two wars.  

would have to ask my AI therapist why did I think I had not read this book?  I'm on page 211 now.  Should I go onward to the end, 329?  Omg it even has an index!  Ahh, so history of British Lit compressed thereinthere's the trick there's the rub.  

Ready to move over to Beckett, How It Is.  Whole chapter on that in Wimbush.  Start there. Planning to read first and last paragraph of each chapter in that book.  But who knows?  Think of it as a repeat and update, a repetition and archeology of The Waves.  Perhaps that book is the core of Woolf's whole work, each a variant of that---which was and led to the madness away from which she walked into the water loaded with stones.  212 has the beautiful passage about voice.  Would not have wanted to miss that.  

Turgenev or Beckett?  Have I ever tried Turgenev? Do not think so.  And yet, two pages into it, I wonder if I've not tried it before.  Two young men in the countryside, relaxing on the grass, talking philosophy of life and beauty.  On The Eve. Schopenhauer seems to bridge to Beckett.  Wimbush's book is exceptional.  Could read it as I read the trilogy and the Middling Women and As It Is.  Beckett as Buddhist quietist.  Quiet Buddhist.  Tranquil Handke-ist.