Friday, June 19, 2026

Jew's harp mewed

 Handke likes the sound of Jew's harp throughout his books.  Now Milosz has one already on page 13 of Amorous Initiation.  Will DFW have one too in Broom of the System?  What a strange book, so far, for Kaminski to feature on his site.  

Terrific rain a few hours ago.  Now bright and sunny.  

14   walking backward !  the three deplorables of the palace 

meanwhile in Broom luau party downstairs and joints upstairs  

1910 and 1987   both books as opposite Handke as possible  

fine article on Handke in Swedish site from 1994 and earlier---hindsight showing us even more so how much Handke has been writing "the same" story from almost the beginning---

Note: This is a slightly rewritten version of an article originally published in Swedish daily Svenska Dagbladet of Sept. 23rd 1988.

This article is © Copyright Karl-Erik Tallmo, 1988, 1994

A son's long good-bye

About the writings of Peter Handke
(until Die Wiederholung, 1986)

[In Swedish/svenska]

ONLY A FEW, IF ANY, of those who attended the literary seminar at Princeton in 1966, probably believed in a literary future for this 23 year old Austrian newbie with a Beatles hair-cut, who had crossed the Atlantic to attack celebrities like Günter Grass, Peter Weiss and Siegfried Lenz. Peter Handke's talk about the "descriptive impotency" of literature seemed at the time to be merely a juvenile's urge for attention.

Handke's first novel, "Die Hornissen", had been published that same year, and after the visit to Princeton, his play "Publikumsbeschimpfung" ("Offending the audience", transl. Michael Roloff, London, 1971) was staged. Considering that this play belonged to the experimental scene, its success was tremendous. Handke had turned the communicative act of the stage ninety degrees, and all of a sudden, the actors were addressing the audience, they even commanded it and abused it. "These boards do not represent a world", the actors say at the beginning of the piece. Everything at the theater is just what it seems to be, the stage floor, the curtain; nothing needs interpretation. The absense of a door does not mean that this is supposed to depict some sort of "lacking door problem".

The early novels and plays all exploit this insight that language is actually the only reality literature truly may represent. Sometimes Handke combined texts in a concretist fashion, letting styles clash. For instance, he interlaced a law text with parenthetically inserted reactions from the audience - like when Lenin's or Stalin's speeches were published in the Soviet union: "thunderous applause", "amused laughter" etc.

In "Die Hornissen", a person keeps fragments of a novel stored in his memory. In such a way fiction is doubled and even self-revoking, since the reader constantly wonders what is the novel and what is the novel's novel. In "Der Hausierer" from 1967, the plot of a detective story is first outlined and later followed, the result, again, being a narrative, voluntarily abstaining from suggestive power, instead generously exhibiting its own mechanisms.

In November of 1971, Peter Handke suffered a personal loss. Maria Handke, his 51 year old mother, committed suicide. In a short letter she explained that it was "inconceivable to go on living". Only a few months later, Handkes grief after this blow resulted in a small book, "Wunschloses Unglück" ("A sorrow beyond dreams: a life story", transl. Ralph Manheim, New York, 1975). Handke shows us a both intimate and distant view of the emotional poverty that obviously prevailed in his family. Particularly his mother sustained an almost total lack of identity. The word "individual" was used as an invective only, to be "special" was to be odd.

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This is a good description of Handke's own literary project, as he explains it in the interview book "Aber Ich lebe nur von dem Zwischenräumen", published in 1987. Obviously, Handke now writes in a more and more intuitive way, he says the first sentence of the book took him three days to complete. This was, however, a necessary starting point for his account of the departure from Alaska, which was supposed to fill ten pages but grew to last for ninety. Sorger had to visit several places before he could return home. The plane had just descendend through the clouds covering Europe, when Handke suddenly realized that the book was finished.

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Kobal is also travelling the strange karst land of northern Yugoslavia, a world of subterranean torrents, caves and dripstones. The story almost loses its steerage-way at times here, and the reader's patience is severely tried. This novel is not one of Handke's best, although there are some very fascinating passages, e.g. the brother's annotations about how to graft different brands of apple trees, or the account of the Slovenian dictionary, which almost turns into a philosophical tract, yet with an unusual poetry budding out of the very raw material of language.

Those mystical, implicit understandings appear in this book too. First there is a servant, whose unbroken attention and incessant care become subject to Filip's adoration: "Once he stood in the night, in the unfurnished, empty room, stock still, gazing ahead, then he stepped forward, up to a remote niche, where he executed a small tender twist on the decanter, so that the entire house was filled with hospitality."

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Finally: The more glimpses you get from Handke's own biography, the more you understand of the apparently empty and formalistic experiments in his early plays and poems. Maybe they depict the childs lack of a functioning language within an aggressive adult world that is permeated by ambiguous messages and humiliation. If you read for instance "Publikumsbeschimpfung" as a family drama, where the grown-ups command the children in the same way as the actors try to control even how the audience is breathing, then almost every line becomes unbearably ambiguous and upsetting.

Too bold as it may sound, I still would like to introduce an even more specific reading. Should it not be substantiated in Handke's own biography, it is nevertheless an interesting angle that casts a different light on the bulk of Handke's ¦uvre. Publikumsbeschimpfung" and several other works, or parts of works, need not be interpreted as just any family drama, but as precisely that scolding which children most likely are subject to after having witnessed the Freudian primal scene; their parents having sexual intercourse.

Try to read Handke's books again with this in mind! Almost every closed room might be a bedroom, almost every enigma or unsolved problem could be connected with the mystery of one's own conception, which happened during such a primal scene. The goalie, Bruno, Keuchnig, Sorger and all the others - surely they were all witnesses!

In retrospect Handke's literary production through the years stand out as remarkably consistent, not to say persistent, and he spent the greater part of the 70's and 80's trying to define an independent role for his writing, outside of his dead mother's jurisdiction.

Her short suicide note certainly resulted in a long literary good-bye for him.

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well, maybe so, maybe some, maybe whatever, maybe less might be and more whatever, too neat and clever as with all commentary  or much commentary  closed doors too ready to hand   

with Milosz and Wallace we're comfortably back farther away from biography or so we hope

Thursday, June 18, 2026

bear resting in our oak tree

 11:15  our bear has been up in the tree for about two hours now.  Bela saw him climbing up during breakfast.  I went to pick up the rental car and later took stuff to the dump.  Bright and breezy after heavy rains all through the night.   

250 "this one being oscillated all night long "  "Infinite oscillation of love between the soul and God" 251

got four or five videos of the bear climbing up and climbing down the oak tree  

255 I love this triangular intersection more than the world.  "Silent awe and loud exclamation."

it is the soul's journey into the interior of the soul, her soul 

299 she wanted to ask the oracle, without actually posing the question 

the great war, the true one: the war with yourself 

301  she saw each person as someone special in his uniqueness, in his personal light, his nimbus

309  The ability to perform wonders while standing outside oneself, and furthermore seldom being understood, even by those closest to one: that was powerful.  

289 Walking along blind to find her way out of the labyrinth.  Eyes closed to see whether behind her lids that old reliable writing scrolled by.  

[missed some pages yesterday because after the eye appointment I tried to read with dilated eyes the rest of the afternoon and evening and I read some but didn't really get most of what my eyes were passing over]   super bright red lights scanning my eyes to check on macular stuff, that wrinkle at the edge of one eye, in spite of these clouds and spots of yellow in the red, told my vision was excellent amazingly so and all was well, is still well ]  

super heavy gray day, heavy rains earlier, heavier rains on the way, heavy dark greys, nearly all lights on in the house, touch of heat from the splits, back to st john's wort so see if it helps get from june to january

Handke was 29 when his mother killed herself at age 51 by taking an overdose of sleeping pills in 1971, November 19th.  

317  How his cheekbones gleamed.  How his apron billowed around his hips

318  We stateless people, here and today rid of the state, beyond the reach of the state.  All the rest turned into sects--states and churches---and . . . And we?  Time refugees, heroes of escape. We without a role, while the state folks stick to their role, steadfastly. We the eternally daunted undaunted.  The eternal hesitators and delayers. 

320 I don't want to know anything now.  The mother is responsible for resources.  And the father? For places.  

321  But better illegal than the legal crooks all over the world.  The sects everywhere.   . . . The more you get lost, the more you experience.  

what she had experienced in the three days of her journey into the interior of the country, and how every hour had been dramatic, even if nothing happened,  and how every moment something had been at stake

one bright summery strand in her dark hair: strange.  Or not strange after all?  No, strange.  Still strange.  Eternally strange.  

12:34 pm  wow  what a chill, a thrill, such perfection and nothingness else  over finished complete adam and eve brings us by a  riverun past eve and adam's brings us by a ?? recurrence hmm on our rings these 57 years but now can't recall the circle  have to google even that !!  "riverrun, past Eve and Adam’s, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, brings us by a commodious vicus of recirculation back to Howth Castle and Environs."  forget that stateish baloney  Handke walks away from all that sectarian stateness, gets much more lost and finds much more, much more strange  wander further into the strange, away from all circles, backwards out of even spirals And yet that eternal stuff is there, strange 

Sunday, June 14, 2026

Sunday the 14th

 videos in the morning of Emma's dance recital.  Beautiful, Martha Graham be proud.  

Wonder if Lentz read The Fruit Thief (and maybe not much else) because there he found the ceaseless, unbroken by chapters, flow of narrative journey over intimately described landscape with creatures, birds, skies, rocks.  Paragraphs, yes, mercifully.   Wonderful passage exploring more fully H's sense of mutual enthusiasm upon which behind which love finds its ways.  Alexia and Valter.  Horrible nearly dead cat covered with ticks in its eyes and all over.  Voice from somewhere of man in distress, new european jungle growth, tangled growth.  

223  "So: no rush on the in-between stretches.  Woe unto those in too much of a hurry.  Blessings upon those of you, on the other hand, who derive something useful and fruitful from in-between stretches, as well as in-between spaces, as well as in-between times, taking it slow and absorbing everything humanly possible along the way.  


the young man loses the rhythm of the walking   gets filled with fear   fear disorients him  he loses the rhythm   he cries, whimpers, howls, snot dripping down    but she knows he will eventually amaze her

distant thunder and lightning shake him out of his panic  friendly thunering, lovable lightning flashes

near Molière, the land in the Vexin 

Saturday, June 13, 2026

too new

 oh dear, contemporaries make it into this book, even DT along with Clinton, Obama and Putin. 180

year published 2017  Zdeněk the suicide who organizes it all, protest against the world, against existence

year 2003, 19 years old "something bridegroomly about him" 181  

year of the hazelnut, the 100 year summer, the delicate thread from which the nut-egg hangs in the shell 185

flat tire

coming out of the dump road about two hours ago, heard and felt a pop, right rear tire flattened.   Drove to Methodist Church parking lot, few feet away.  Kirk's came and Loop5 came.  Home now.  Ordered pizza from tenney mtn pizza 


sent this to doug last night, read it over this morning  John Wilson, FirstThings.com October 18, 2019 Why you should read Peter Handke  Excellent piece.  

Found books by O.V. De L. Milosz to give to Darlene.  Should I read the love story novel first, sacred and profane love.  

how slow can you be.  By page 174 when Valter and Alexia are traipsing the countryside and he bites into an apple she has given him on the route to the  Chars mills on a channel of the Viosne, with fresh bread from a bakery nearby.  Adam and Eve, of course, she the original fruit thief.  I had mistakenly said he had left his seminary years way behind.  Hidden them of course, or slowly released them into undercover tales.

Out in front of the Methodist church with our stopped car, the man who lived across the street came over to offer his help and a glass of water.  I thanked him and said no, I'd just have to pee and he said yes I know l what you mean.  Rich with his huge flatbed truck and his son Alden? glasses, pudgy fourteen year old, not quick but polite.  Felix Garcia in his Loop van, red, bit beaten up with lots of use.  Airport shuttle and area transport.  Who knew?  Kids going to the camps in summer, skiing in winter. Born in Dominican Republic, been in this area some twenty-something years.  Strong enough to lift Bela up into and down out of the van front seat.  Older and pretty high step. She has been sleeping for hours after we ate greek pizza delivered from tenney mtn pizza.  Driver said he had just delivered one to Brint across the street.  I rented a car for Monday morning.  Two appointments on Tuesday, doubt that we will get the car back by then.  

In Chars Handke has found himself another perfect no-man's land.  No town center, no hint of village, "just a slight breeze on this warm, silent summer afternoon, an air of abandonment and exclusion."  175  That phrase fits our afternoon here.  Without a car you are nothing.  After we got back I tried to make a list of who I know I might have phoned for a pickup ride back into town.  

Bela sleeping for four hours or so now.  3-7 pm.  Will she be able to sleep tonight?  Took two small shots of Zyrtec last night, 3 am? Zyrtec always knocks her out even though she says it doesn't.  Will I sleep tonight?  Me and my ceremonial, mushroom laced cacao and ashwahganda gummies.  

It is a beautiful evening.  The sweet air and late sunlight.  Summer will seem longer now that we came back a month earlier than last year.  


Friday, June 12, 2026

location prayer

 139  The point now:  not to know where I am and what the place is called. 

140  Nonsense: time and again discovery could happen.  

141  Despite all her inner disorientation, she felt at the same time a strength inside her as if she had been given the ability to raise the man from the dead.

142  finicky as she is, she had never liked butter 

she roamed through Alaska and Siberia 

is Handke portraying himself as woman, all women he has known, his mother, the eternal feminine, women he has met, has wanted to meet . . . the woman inside of him, his daughter, whom he raised in her earliest years, women he wishes he had met . . . . the fruit thief . . . not Augustine in the thievery of the pears over the garden well . . . .   not much hint of seminary in H's texts . . . . 

143  woman in Siberia, her first ever female friend 

144 ( daily superstition involved reading . . . immersing herself completely, and that would benefit someone about whose well-being she cared deeply, clearing the person's head, providing strength, if not "solid ground underfoot.")

hidden truth

 Ah, if only the hidden truth would prevail.  If only it could become all-powerful.  Seize power on earth. . . .  But as the prevailing force would it not lose the element of secretiveness on which its strength depends?

120

Handke made clear early on no mysticism, no exaltations.  But now late in career he wants the fruit thief to admit to her mystical yearnings and revelations but cannot quite do it.  Like Burke's agnosticism.  

"I was crisscrossing one landscape or another, which was nothing but a silent howl at being at a complete loss."

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

school year template

Natalie says some cousins have already booked a visit to the O center in Chicago!  

Our cruise booking now set in stone.  Or money.  Money being stone.  With this cool weather and yesterday's visit to Polly's, feels like anticipating and preparing for the September trip is perfect Repetition replication of the school year.  

"news" from Nicholas on Facebook about this psalm by Oscar Milosz (which he says he wants read at his funeral! )  

PSALM OF REINTEGRATION (Oscar Vladislas de Lubicz Milosz) 

Psalm of Reintegration (Oskar Miłosz)

Sometimes, in the middle of the night, I am awakened by the most perfect silence in the Universe. It is as if, all at once, the celestial multitudes, perceiving in my thought the end assigned to their course, stopped above my head to contemplate me, holding their breath. As in the distant days of my childhood, my whole soul then strains toward the great voice that is preparing to call me from the depths of created space. But my expectation is in vain. The peace that surrounds me is so perfect only because it no longer has a name to give me. It is in me and I am in it, and in this Nameless Place, where our union has been accomplished, there is not even the most universal word, Here, that has not forever lost its meaning; For nothing remains outside us where we can still locate a There, and the total space where thought breathes appears to us not as the container, but as the illuminated interior of the beautiful crystal Cosmos fallen from the hands of God. Once, when the spirit of perfect silence seized me, I raised my eyes to the suns; today, my gaze descends with their gaze into my being. For their secret is there, and not in themselves. The place from which they contemplate me is the very place where I stand, and to the loving reproach painted on the Face of the universe, I recognize the melancholy of my own consciousness. The immensity engendered by the infinitude of circumscribed movements is powerless to fill the void of my soul; there is no height accessible to the extension of Number whose instants are not counted by the beating of my heart. What does all this distance from nothing to nothing matter to me! Certainly, I fell from a very high place; but it is another space that measured the fall into which I dragged the world. The real place, the only place that exists, is within me, and that is why the Universe, my consciousness, watches, watches this night, and looks at me. O my Father! My suffering is not called ignorance, but oblivion. Lead your child back to the sources of Memory. Command him to follow the course of his own blood. The movement of my fall created space-time, this water which, in the motionless Limitless, closed over me, and for which it is not within my power to imagine a container. May my ascension therefore project the Other Space, the true, the original, the sanctified, and may the universe that is here, the Son of my Sorrow whose nocturnal gaze is upon my soul, rise with me toward the Homeland, in the joyful current of rustling influences of golden beatitude.


would have been more perfect perhaps had he left out the father-son language, more Handkean!  more post-post-modern. 

today marks our first full week back.  Week pretty packed with visits and memories thanks to Va's management of my birthday 

first walk in Wally's too.  All torn up, looks like big yard sale.  New floor polishing replacing original tile.  

Tuesday, June 09, 2026

money down on the Med cruise

June 8 Monday

we paid the deposit on the cruise in September with Sage Traveling---escorted wheelchair cruise.  One week, Sept 11 fly, arrive 12th in Barcelona, hotel one night, board ship the 13th, fly home the 20th.  


Tuesday June 9    Slated to go to Polly's late this morning.  Gorgeous day again, feels cold! like mid-August, even early September.   

sent around quotes via Dezeen in which the O Center architect talks about the emotional quality of the granite cladding on the weird building  --

to Phil  

​I sent that quote about granite and the Obama Center to a small 
chain of about ten people via bcc.  

Got your response and a few others.  BUT the whole set of emails is
now no longer to be found in my google email site!!!!!

Most curious!  is that ultra tight security being thrown around the whole
opening of the thing, even to commentary on it architecture?  

Anyway---I though the comment about emotional granite was hilarious,
ludicrous.  Since we live in the Granite State I sent it to a bunch of people
here.  

I can't decide about the look of the thing.  As you say it has Brutalist heritage
written all over it (but look up the LBJ version in Austin, a real monster of a
thing trying to be Paul Rudolph's terrible boston city hall all over again).  
It seems both monumental wannabe and sort of silly---Klingon Prison the
UK Guardian critic called it.  Chicago is the Grey City and the UC campus
next door continues that motif, so this building might wear well and 
settle into the South Shore iconography in time as landscaping softens it
and time ages how we look at it.  

I can see how they were trying for a sculptural look and sense but some 
more glass would have helped open it up and would have been in line with
some of Chicago's really great glass towers along the lakeshore.  

Amateur, pop psychoanalytically you can't help thinking, though, boy Obama
was up tighter and more defensive-aggressive than I had ever realized!! Wonder how he really is on the basketball court?