March 1 2022
Tuesday 64 at 6 pm. First day when no jacket needed. Long sleeve shirt all day. We went to the Sunport Optum to meet the cardiologist, then lunched at Thai Cuisine. Finished the Murder in Angoulême episode. Just got the 1099 from Vida Grande for the year, a little over 10k. ! One of Eloy's men came at 9:30 to replace the filter in the hvac and then he took the time to fix the chain pull on the fan in the main bedroom. Tomorrow is the big swim/gym day. I just opened another box and it was filled with the swim suits. And Dennis's quilt. He is anxious to get here. Hope the weather holds for him.
Surprise call to have nails done at once!! Ouray and I-40 Walmart. Hands will look good for tomorrow's luncheon. Get us out of going up to Academy Hills Park. Wasn't in the mood for that, not sure why. Musil's Diaries are more interesting than I would have imagined. His thinking and writing are strange in unusual ways. Or I imagine that they are.
Mochi ice cream day. Earlier nails at Regal Nails (thanks to Marianne) at "Little Saigon" in our local Ouray Walmart. Nice and warm now by 4:45.
Cloudy most of the day.
Postcard from June Kelly Gallery, Victor Kord. I like the painting, "Hand Over." 48 x 48 $20k (emailed to get the prices). I've admired his work before and looked him up on wiki. Fine life and work as a New York painter and painting/art teacher. Could I not have painted such pieces? But then when I look at Tim McFarlane's work I still prefer that. Much more vitality and dynamism of movement and color. Classicism vs Romanticism most likely once more. Kord arrives at a form almost a glyph (or finds it first and then sets it onto/into a two or three layered ground. McFarlane works in a similar fashion but with much more discovery, wandering and exploration evident in the final palimpsest. The foregrounded glyph much less Classical in composure and repose. Kord goes for that. Even if the image seems to be dynamic. Search for perfection of shape and color. Tim searches for expression of mood and feeling, color and vibration, tensions and expansions. On Insta Tim is looking back at his work. In '99 he was using lots of circles! comme moi at one time. Heavy textures too. Shellac, rustoleum!
Musil in 1904 suffered "a nervous condition of the heart brought on by overwork." Hmm, maybe that's what I experienced at Elkins Park? What would have been a nervous condition of the heart? "What was neurasthenia How was it diagnosed? The modern CCMD classifies it as a persistent mental disorder diagnosed with three of these five symptoms: "'weakness' symptoms, 'emotional' symptoms, 'excitement' symptoms, tension-induced pain, and sleep disturbances" not caused by other conditions.
Eloy brought Gerry at 9:30 to look over our list of small jobs, plus the wall removal for after we're gone. Nice guy, 60s? volunteered his wife (Jamilla) is from Buffalo and after Willow said hello in Spanish that he is from Puerto Rico. NM's melting pot (so active because of the air base and the tech labs, my assumptions. And location, location, location—-crossroads of I-40/66
and all points north and south. What is the I- that comes from Colorado, 25? yes CO and WY.
nice long letter from Ken and Carole: we are still clueless about Wordle.
Hi Bob and Virginia,
Well, after a very cool first month in Florida, we have now been enjoying warm sunny weather for the last three weeks. It makes it very nice for going to the beach. Life is certainly different this year. We miss going to our cultural activities. But recently we have been able to do outdoor dining which is very nice. Condo dwellers gather most days at 4:00 for Happy Hour. Since it is outdoors, we feel comfortable going down for it. We are having to walk earlier now because of the warm weather. We are still doing our grocery shopping at 7:00 a.m. We have remained Covid free -so far.
We hope you are doing well, Virginia, and have recovered from your injuries. It must have been very frustrating for you to have to be off your feet.
Because of our Blink camera and our bulls from Dead River, we know it has been a cold and snowy winter in Plymouth. We plan to be home by Easter so hopefully there will be an early spring.
Natalie arrives on Sunday for five days. It will be fun to catch up. Poor Ken will find it hard to get in a word since we talk so much.
Are you playing Wordle like the rest of the world? Some days are very frustrating. It is the talk of Happy Hour.
We don’t have much Plymouth news. I did read in the Concord Monitor today that our state senator, Bob Guidase, is or was a member of Oath Keepers. He said that he withdrew his membership many years ago, but what does it say about him to be a member.
We had a good trip to Wellington to see Christa and family. Since Asher never asks for gifts, I asked him if there was anything he wanted and he said- since you asked, there is a new cymbal I would like. So Grandma got her checkbook and wrote a check for $400. He was very pleased. Kerim is still working from home four days a week. I am not sure how long that will last.
Hope all is well in Albuquerque. Have you found any new tv shows you like? We are still enjoying Seaside Hotel from Denmark. We are now in Season six.
Already looking forward to seeing you in June.
Love, Carole and Ken
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Being home by Easter seems way too early for us. We'll see.
Botanical Garden this morning a fine walk. Weather got warmer by the time I reached Sumner and Dene. Nice chat with the owner, inhis 43rd year there. Learned about Frank McCulloch, retrospective opens this afternoon. Taught for years at Highland High and I think later UNM.
Alastair McIntyre (clouds) and Frank Hulebak two of his most successful students. Owner suggested taco stand in the food court on the corner and they were really good. Stopped at the Garden coffee shop for a cookie, then drove to Corrales road Flying star for the pink cheesecake. And extra coffee! Roy Sumner Johnson is the owner.
Dear Carole and Ken---
We may be the only people in our peer stratum who have barely heard of Worldle, let alone seen it or played it. Google revealed to me that it was invented by Wardle.
Couldn't put that in even a wacky novel!
Tomorrow we go to our second Chatter Sunday morning. These start at 10:30 am in a warehouse made over to be a performance venue. Probably hold 200 people. You
buy tickets, $15 each. Live music, some sort of reading and two minutes of silence and maybe some other event. They last about 90 minutes. Tomorrow will be brass
ensemble doing what seems to suggest mardi gras sort of theme. Last week featured Gisburg's famous poem Howl, but in a version which a composer created music
for, strings, and a six person group chanting, reading, reciting. Not something I would suggest crossing the street for to hear again but we enjoyed seeing one couple
who live a few blocks away, old friends, and seeing the whole event.
Sure you will enjoy Natalie's visit. Our first visitor arrives Tuesday for a week, Dennis coming from western PA. He'll be here a week. He hasn't flown for about thirty
years so I am hoping he will make his connection ok in Atlanta. Today I went on my day off morning to the Botanical Garden to see if visitors would like it. It is
quite nice, about twenty years old I think. Even has a large model train working in one part of a garden area, very delightful. Five or six lines, model villages, all
on western themes. Beautiful Spanish-Moorish garden, rose garden, Japanese garden, and large glass building to house a high desert collection and a Mediterranean collection of plants.
We will take Dennis to Santa Fe to see museum hill and probably the O'Keefe museum. We really want him to see the incredible toy collection housed in a huge wing of the
art museum. Some wealthy fellow traveled the world for years buying every possible toy he could find. We say it about ten years ago. Fills a huge warehouse building.
Va's friend Louella has become her savior-helper with swimming every week at the Defined Fitness pool nearby. They go in on the transport chair we now have and use the motor lift
to get into and out of the heated pool. Lou had knee surgery a few months ago and likes the warm water exercise so it seems to be working out fine. I spent an hour of so
on the treadmill and think that in future weeks I will stroll around the outside strip of shops and apartments.
We both got signed up with a pcp doctor in the Optum health system, liked him a lot in our first visit. He has sent Va for checkups with cardiology and nuerology. Main thing is
we got through and into the portal and can use it in the future if needed.
Va's cousin Roy came for an overnight a few weeks ago, from Santa Fe. Cousin Nancy in Seattle will come the first week of May.
Still getting used to the house. Concrete feels so different from wood! So glad I had a new heating system put in because it has been a cold winter here too. Today
is very windy, won't get above 46! I don't think we've hit 70 yet. Definitely colder than two years ago.
Sarah Hungden sent word about the shooting outside the Rumney post office! Just heard that at one of our favorite cafes here a woman parked her car, took her dog for a short
walk and came back to find a window broken and her purse stolen. 10 am.
We've been watching a lot of the French Murder In . . . series, lots of different towns and regions of France featured and the main detectives in the more recent episodes
now have romances and even kiss and the end. Has Hallmark infiltrated/sabotaged the murder mystery genre??? We got into Gilded Age on HBO max and look forward
to Sanditon and Outlander season 8 I think.
Will try to send you photo of the washer install that Joe Puglisi did for us in the Plymouth hallway just outside the kitchen. Looks very successful.
Since you go back just after Easter there is time for you to hop on a plane and come out here!!! Use your tax refund! Am waiting to see what our NM income tax will
look like.
Missing you and say same hello to Natalie.
love, Bob and Virginia
Nice photos of cars in A'que. And the weather looks good now. So how are you and Va doing? Getting out and about or not? Reading anything interesting?
As for me, I think I mentioned that I had to buy a new computer and printer recently because the old ones died within a few days of each other. Going from Windows 7 to Windows 11 has been hell but I think I've finally got a few of the important issues solved, thanks to a young kid at Best Buy's Geek Squad. Also, the technology in the Honda has been giving me problems, but I went to the dealer and a young kid there showed me how to solve those. So I'm finding out how much tech rules my life and that young kids are my only lifeline.
Finally, my nephew in WVA asked for some money because his mother in law is retiring and that means he's losing some financial support. I agreed to give him 1,500/month until he gets a job or I get tired of giving him money, whichever comes first. Also, I'm dealing with all the tax issues for Peg's estate. On and on it goes, and meanwhile I feel quite lonely these days without Peg. She and I were pretty independent and isolated, and now that she's gone I have no one to talk to on a daily basis. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have the internet. These days it's my only connection to the world.
P
PS Have been trying to read latest novel about climate change by Tim Stanley Robertson, "The Ministry for the Future." Sitter recommended another novel by Robertson, but this one is far more depressing than the one John recommended. It's a perfect companion to the news coming from Ukraine.
You should hop on a plane and come out for a quick visit!! We went this morning to our second Chatter. https://www.chatterabq.org/
Starts at 10:30 in an old warehouse remade into a blank performance venue, concrete warehouse with good acoustic remake, no frills,
Program today was a trombone quintet which was amazingly good, interesting non classical jazz music. A Storyteller, professional, woman,
who, again, surprised me by being excellent and producing none of the "compassionate sighing" which so often mars poetry readings
and other such smarmy chatuaqua gatherings. Our friends here got us to try this. I went the other day to the Botanical Garden,
was not here thirty years ago. Remarkably well done, high desert and mediterranean climates. And Japanese which feels exactly
right.
Two oddities have emerged. Talking with these friends the other day, (about movie Power of the Dog, and tv series Gilded Age,)
Barbara got into family history and said in one part of hers there
was a flaming gay military guy who was chief assistant to President Taft, lived with his artist lover and both died on the Titanic and
there is a fountain in DC dedicated to them!!! The Butt-Millett fountain! sure enough, check it out---https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Butt%E2%80%93Millet_Memorial_Fountain
The other oddity: we hired a caregiver two years ago, a woman in her 50s? she comes now too, once a week, so I get my day off.
She has lived here for years but it came out the other day she told Va she disliked Albuquerque and would really love to live in
Cumberland, MD!!! Longs to go back there!!! We have to get more details when next we see her. Her family had reunions at
Deep Creek Lake and Cumberland always struck her as a beautiful place. Not sure how many years ago this was. Crazy.
Sure your loneliness is pretty terrible. Unlike any variations you may have experienced before. What to say about it?
As with the news from Ukraine. Our British friend who led oxfam in Russia for ten years says the underreported
story from Russia is how many young Russians have fled the country, "Armenia is full."
Va is reading another Isabel Allende novel and I'm staying with Robert Musil, with an occasional look at a story by Mann.
B
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found good commentaries on Atlantic and reddit on why the power of the dog movie is a dog of a movie! "But the problem with The Power of the Dog is not that it is offensive—it isn’t. The problem is that it is dull: a slow study of stock characters. Beneath the film’s aura of profound mystery is the smaller, specific recognition that society has often suppressed fellowship between queer people and forced them into kill-or-be-killed wariness. But Campion treats that reality as the object of gruesome, clinical dissection, only to find that every bit of gut and bone is exactly where it’s always been. spencer kornhaber the atlantic
Nicholas posted about White's Solid Mandela. Weak, I ordered a copy in spite of earlier statements to myself that White no longer interests me.
Justin Tanner? person on amazon gave it a super review that helped win me over once again.
now here is a passage in Musil's diary: "When one says that a feeling of attraction toward an animal can, in part, resemble self-surrender to a priest, or that an act of infidelity, at a deeper level within, can be a uniting, then one has found a new way of putting the basis of "Veronika" and "Claudine." diaries 129
this passage more uplifting: He sets against Kerr's idea that literature takes up only a corner of his life. "Literature is a bold life arranged in a more logical way. It involves the creation or distillation of possibilities, etc. It is a fervor that pares a human being down to the very bone for the sake of a goal in which emotion is in an intellectual mode. The rest is propaganda. Or it is a light that originates in a room, a feeling in one's skin when one looks back at experiences that at other times remain muddled and indifferent." 126 diaries
another interesting passage——Musil was indeed raised Catholic, later became Protestant: "A priest has something of an animal about him! . . . That empty mildness that momentarily keeps things from happening, like a sieve, that immediately runs dry." 125 Intimate ties
Dennis arrived yesterday in a bright yellow coat. Perfect for a photo with the airport yellow chihuahua dog.
"portraying unlimited other possibilities" Musil Diaries 140 could this become an infectious way of looking at everything? If B wants a community within a facility, could that pull us into it as well? Would that be better than we can imagine?
Aham-Prema finally a guru has given me my mantra! (on YouTube)
Dennis departed today. He/we enjoyed his holiday journey to the West.
Donald is next at the end of next month, roughly six weeks I guess. Five weeks. Week after Easter.
from wiki "Smoley relates these observations to the ancient Christian division of the body, soul, and spirit, which, he claims, has become obscured over the centuries. The body, that is, the physical body, constitutes one level. The psyche (which he explicitly equates with the soul, on the grounds that in most versions of the New Testament the Greek word translated as "soul" is psyche) is the total constellation of an individual's thoughts, images, and feelings, conscious and unconscious. The third element, the spirit, the "I" or "true I," as he puts it, "seems to have no power, no volition of its own, yet it is that in you which is constantly awake and experiences all that passes for your life."[5]: 50 " "According to Smoley, esoteric Christianity symbolizes humanity in its fallen state of individuality by Adam. The restored human unity, the reintegrated maximus homo, is symbolized by Christ: "For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive" (1 Corinthians 15:22). He explicitly relates his views to conceptions of the cosmic Christ and the Catholic doctrine of the mystical body of Christ."
Started to look at his book on kindle. Always wondered about the craze for the Course on Miracles so it covers that and expands from it.
getting a handle from the introductory notes to Notebook 25 on Musil's distinction between the moral and the ethical. Morality concerns rational justification and calculation in relation to a system; "the ethical is free of rules and free of all hardheaded assessment." perfect recent exmple: Adam Neumann as portrayed in the movie We Crashed. The "moral" people of corporate life are "made uneasy by the spontaneity, the sleep walking certainty, of those whose actions are prompted by an innate sense, by the feeling 'This is right for me now,' a move that takes no heed of what the world may think." 309
Musil called the ethical state "the 'other' condition.
from Dennis Well, we didn't miss a key plot point after all. Good for us.
51 here today. Rain all day yesterday. It was nice to get out and walk. Taking my mother shopping. My sister drives. My mother will take my arm to steady herself but not my sister's. Go figure.
His visit went well. Trial run for the next three. On alert to get O'Keeffe tix for the Monday of Donald's visit. Would love to try taking the train if the
times would work. I might try it on my own to see how it works and feels. Trouble is the 9:44 departure time.
Off coffee. Missing the excitement. Green tea in the morning. Calm most of the day. Sleepy a bit. BrainBooster interfering with much? helping?
All seems calm and tranquil now. Except for Ukraine news.
Musil in diaries pp 315-16 discussion of the contemplative disposition is wonderful. Desire of this sort of love is to bestow, share not to have or possess. To live together in the newly discovered world of 'other.' Now I can see what Agathe was all about, trying to be all about and couldn't quite comprehend it. Now I am better prepared to launch into Vol II of MwQ
he says well that when young many people are in a state of love which is not the same as being in love—-the overflowingness of wishing to bestow
"be mine = love=rationalism-capitalism" "The 'other' attitude demands that one does not treat even one's own notions as possessions—one does not store them in the thesaurus of the 'I'—but they are common goods of the people who love." 316
now that I understand Musil's use of the term "other" it seems genius indeed. He shields all that it means from the baggage of traditional vocabularies that carry all the histories of churches, spiritual traditions, spiritual teachers, languages for the experiences of "other" which have been worn out. And his essayism tries to protect and expand without losing the sense of what "other" means.
Chatter this morning: Musil would have enjoyed hearing so many echoes of his thought. March 27
Yesterday off. Two weeks before I had a sense it would be a signal day of some sort. Why was I not surprised, then, while eating lunch at Whole Foods, a fellow asked if he could sit at the table, it was crowded. Anthony.
Filmmaker. Just bought a place last year, in a one day visit, in Tanoan (gated community), moved from LA. Italian family in suburbs west of Chicago. Money, father worked in tech, retired at 57. Middle brother. Older sister, four years older, younger brother, 18 months and they often dressed them as twins. Christian Brothers high school (St Patrick's?) Albuquerque second largest film making city now. Two cats. Chubby as a kid. Played tennis to fit in. Learned to enjoy watching baseball. Cubs. Cubs logo on his baseball cap (backwards). Working on his dream project, already written, about Lucille Ball. Hated the new version by Sorkin. Is in personal touch with Lucy Arnez, now 71. She likes his screenplay. Carthage College in Kenosha. To be a history teacher but never taught, went to LA and got into film. Made one called Brotherly Love, production and actor and writer credits on three or four other films. 42 or 43. Charming and open. "Extroverted introvert." Likes Eastwood's way of making a movie, treating his actors. Favorite director Guillermo del Toro. Hired to be writer on a project dealing with the early days of movies, conceptually different from similar projects.
Sixty years this spring since high school graduation. Ammendale. Elkins Park. Lunch with Anthony rang bells about all of this.
Musil would have taught me how to frame such events. As I've learned.
A good Chatter yesterday too. Two poets and interesting music. Last piece was too long, like the Sunday before.
diaries page 335-336 Musil anticipates Ellison's Invisible Man and so much else—-queer theory, deconstruction, etc etc
"Atomism and ossification as phenomenon of civilization." "knotted in institutions" 336
"State, nation, Church, profession, class, gender, etc. The individual cannot fully belong to any of these groups because they are in conflict with each other. Here, too, the issue is one of struggles between different kinds of apparatus." Musil Notebook 26 : 335
I remember visiting your Dad's place at the Lake at least once. Did I go more than once? I managed to get up on the water skis for one or two short stints. No upper body strength. You looked like Apollo on water skis. Never knew about Apollo for years later, of course.
This caregiver woman talking about the lake last week got me remembering it. Must have
been the summer after our freshman year at La Salle. 60 years! wow. when we were graduating, 60 was a good age for lots of people to die. Guess it is good that kids are
dumb and clueless, but old age now? hmmm
I think you came at least twice. Once you and Sitter stayed overnight or a weekend, and later a guy I knew was in a car that ran into the back of your car. But there might have been at least one other time.
Water skiing: I remember you had a hard time holding onto the rope to get up out of the water. Sitter did better. He got completely out of the water, but didn't last long.
The lake has changed as it has been discovered by more = and richer = people from DC and beyond. Dad's cabin and others near it still stand, but other cabins have been torn down and replaced by large houses, some with landing spots for family helicopters. Apartment buildings have been built in several areas. Mountain tops have been developed. As the world has warmed, the wintertime ski resort has had to resort to artificial snow most of the time, and the lake no longer freezes over from late December to early May. I remember digging out a five=foot snow bank in late May so we could get our car into our driveway and ice on the lake so thick cars could be driven on it. Not any more. P
went to VW dealer while the women swam and talked with manager John Holcumb. He checked with the technician and they think I can park the car for six months and find the battery will be lower but not that much lower, so not to worry. Cookies at Whole Foods on Carlisle—-I think they remodeled a Kmart or something there. Bigger than Academy. Drove by Mackland and it looks pretty sad. Crumpled drapes over the windows and
serious stucco damage along the lower front wall. Leakage or just rains?
"State, nation, Church, profession, class, gender, etc. The individual cannot fully belong to any of these groups because they are in conflict with each other. Here, too, the issue is one of struggles between different kinds of apparatus." Musil Notebook 26 : 335
Interesting query from Inchausti about his nephew deciding to take a tenured painting professorship in Chicopee at the Elms or in Ashland, OR.
31 March
Patrick White novel arrived. Took a strange detour into Bataille and Genet on the kindle, mainly while waiting for Willow to have a massage in the morning and do PT work at Armada in the afternoon. Time for some Musil and White. Homework from Eloy to move on about getting a business permit for short term rental from the city.
Herbert Schaumann's books arrived too. I should do a detour through those for old time's sake. Issue of Poetry from February 1947, carefully wrapped in plastic. Big private Limited First Edition of Odysseus and Calypso 1956 Omnibus Studio Enterprises, Orange, New Jersey with
a small photo of three guys in bathing suits at the shore in the back
and a dedication "For Calvin as we were and are — Very much his book
XII, 4, 1956." Maybe I should give these things to Donald when he gets here, for safe keeping on into posterity. Or, better, to Nicholas, who has
a huge library and will make sure his books are disposed of properly once
he dies. So for another thirty years at least. But look the Children on a Doorstep is inscribed by Schaumann as well —- "for Bernard Katz with best wishes October 62 year of our high school graduation. Book published in DC, Views Associate Press, 1961. would it be this Katz? Sir Bernard Katz, FRS[1] (German pronunciation: 26 March 1911 – 20 April 2003)[2] was a German-born British[3] physician and biophysicist, noted for his work on nerve physiology. He shared the Nobel Prize in physiology or medicine in 1970 with Julius Axelrod and Ulf von Euler. He was made a Knight Bachelor in 1969.
Or someone else?
